dear 📔 diary,ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒᵐ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉʳⁿ:….

That’s a discipline and a way of living, where we are always connected to Spirit and living in that state.

It is accepting your Power and then accepting the responsibility that goes with that Power.

Excerpts by Dr. Steven Greer, MD/Hidden Truth-Forbidden Knowledge

dear 📔 diary, ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒᵐ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉʳⁿ: ᴰᴵⱽᴵᴺᴱ ᴵᴺᵀᴱᴿⱽᴱᴺᵀᴵᴼᴺ

wanted to share with everyone what happened to me today.


today is 4/12/2022. may seem like any other date to most but if you are about that spiritual gangsta life, then you KNOW!! meditation and manifesting your desires are crucial and can be an exciting time for those who practice with love and gratitude. now i will say some people use these techniques to bring evil onto others. with that being said, if your intentions are evil you will and promise me when i say YOU WILL get back what you tried to give out. EVIL WILL NEVER PREVAIL!! the mind is a powerful instrument and we must not play around. if you aren’t protected you can get your self in some real shit homie….and my GODS and ANGELS are about THAT LIFE!!

this past month i have gone through some significant and emotional changes. changes that reroute the course of your journey type. i knew a shift was coming and was aware of the storm but had no idea i was going to be the one that almost drowned in that bitch.

Divine Timing⏱

it hurt like hell, but i was not surprised. naive of me to ever think this person was going to change. when individuals see you happy no matter what turmoil you are facing and they unfortunately for whatever can’t be in that state of GRATITUDE regardless of the strife.


those individuals will end up being the same ones who know every detail of your life. but divulge none of theirs. the ones who congratulate your success but roll their eyes in your absence. the ones who say snide things to you with the intention of trying to make you feel less confident but you don’t react. the ones who lie to your face more than once about the dumbest shit cause THEY even forgot what comes out of their mouth. and the ones who you gave way too many chances…….fake as f’,only friends to know your business so they can run their mouths and talk hella shit!!! its sad actually because i was never a mean girl. i celebrate everyone’s wins and really mean it. but thats because i don’t lack anything. The Creator made me whole, so i come from a place of love and light all day ERRRRRDAY!!!

adding to this. more than one of these basic hoes got a bright idea and thought sending me some evil eye energy was a good idea… you may have derailed some shit.. but you can NEVER STOP WHAT IS MEANT FOR ME!!! NEVER HOE!!! YOU THOUGHT!!! come for me and you will see…. those scary ass broads don’t want no 💨 SMOKE 💨… anywhoooo… back to the MAN who deserves an award…….

so long story, short…. my circle of “friends” got smaller. quality over quantity any day. once i copied and cut then detached myself from their negativity and toxicity. I WAS REBORN…

i was dancing around in my apartment like i was in love. and i was. i choose ME this round. loving yourself is knowing when to let GO!!

I was awakened and enlightened.

coincidences i do not read into. i SUBSCRIBE to DIVINE TIMES ONLY!!

the situation that manifested this spiritual shift was a calculated smear campaign that was done on my name for the sake of being miserable and evil. because they literally had no angle. they did not prevail because i’m highly protected divinely and because a certain divine human subconsciously (and i mean with no words)😶 and with help from the Creator. the divine created and manifested this sitch/lesson that at first i couldn’t see its importance. but when i prayed, all was laid out for me. i realized that i was not learning my lesson and in order to level up, i HAD TOO. we will redact the divines person’s name cause it’s not needed and he doesn’t even know i have this blog. but he is also highly favored so something tells me he does know about the blog and this is why i’m writing this.

meditating twice and sometimes more a day is how i balance myself. prayer and talking to The Creator out loud is a constant as well. as im praying i just felt an overwhelming sense of gratefulness for this person. then i began to receive a message for him and it was amazing. NEVER has that happened to me. the answers i lacked became crystal clear and i realized how monumental he was to my journey. and not just my journey, his journey and my souls mission.

YOU ARE MY MVP SIR!! you came in clutch as F!!!

i am grateful for you! i am grateful for you! i am grateful for you!

you will never know how you transformed my life for the better. you may feel blame for how it started….DON’T…this was meant to be. it happened exactly the way it was supposed to go. it was always YOU!!…you were the one that had to show me that. i always told you that you have IT!! how magical is that?? the divine used you to guide me in my journey. they knew you also being a Child of God would do the right thing and stand by me regardless of what was said. they knew your heart and trusted in you. that’s so beautiful to me. you gave me the strength to remove the veil from my eyes and release what no longer served me.


i am actually grateful for these fair weather frenemies. they show you lessons and test you over and over. they too, are sent by the divine to help us see how we handle adversity. we come into this earth as non knowing souls on a mission to overcome predestined obstacles. sometimes we pass and others we fail. but the silver lining is that you need to be grateful for them because in every failure or ending there is a lesson to be learned. every obstacle is a lesson. every human you encounter in life was predestined to show you a lesson and your ability to overcome and positively level up. and then it goes on and on. some don’t even realize that this is the game they are playing. i’m blessed and grateful that i am aware and have a lifetime player by my side.

not everyone can come with you. some get left behind. but be grateful they were in your life, because it was by divine design. so you forgive them and yourself. you process the ending the hurt that comes with it. you make sense of it, thank The Creator for lesson and for bringing them into your life and you move on. we can not evolve as humans unless we go through these difficult lessons. the minute i forgave and let go and thanked God for showing me these lessons by being surrounded and constantly challenged by people who i clash with. MY EYES WERE OPEN TO DIVINITY AND ITS MIGHTY POWER. the lesson in loving those, it’s to always be kind regardless. you don’t have to share your world with them. JUST BE NICE 😊

that day my life changed and i’m evolving more everyday.

like it’s amazing the information and downloads i receive and tap into. i feel limitless and it’s all thanks to you.

YOU AND I, will always be GREAT… there will never be a lack.


i’m grateful for you. i appreciate you. your dope asf inside and out. you even made me fall in love with rap music again. my vision is clearer and my inner child is revived. oh, low key i wanna raid your closet…🤪

what you did for me, NO ONE has ever done. the shift i felt immediately. the effects i’m still feeling and will continue to feel. because we are helping each other in our journeys. and the more we grow. the more we we will enhance our abilities and consciousness. sounds dope asf to me. i feel so elated and now i know, your highly favored sir. you have impressed someone and they are going to bless you for protecting me and standing by me. you did what you felt was right in your heart and that is how you are supposed to live out the rest of your life. mean what you say and say what you mean. never be afraid to say how you really feel. stand up to your adversaries and never back down.


this journey, is YOUR journey IT isn’t for ALL to understand or comprehend. this is your path to walk and there isn’t space for everyone. all the answers you will EVER NEED you can find within yourself. no one will ever see the world like you do.

well i do, obvi hence the divine intervention. 🙃

my point is, you’re not afraid to walk alone and that is admirable and inspiring. 👏 bravo 👏 to you.


“if you want something you’ve never had, you must be willing to do something you’ve never done”

-thomas jefferson

“pain doesn’t just show up in our lives for no reason. it is a sign that something in our lives needs to change”

We are made to reproduce. (Re)generate our cells. (Pro)ject light. In(duce) our highest self.

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