dear 📔 diary,ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒᵐ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉʳⁿ:….

That’s a discipline and a way of living, where we are always connected to Spirit and living in that state.

It is accepting your Power and then accepting the responsibility that goes with that Power.

Excerpts by Dr. Steven Greer, MD/Hidden Truth-Forbidden Knowledge

ᵈᵉᵃʳ 📖 ᵈⁱᵃʳʸ,ᵀᴼ ᵂᴴᴼᴹ ᴵᵀ ᴹᴬʸ ᶜᴼᴺᶜᴱᴿᴺ: ᵐʸ ˢᵒᵘˡˢ ᵐⁱˢˢⁱᵒⁿ

ᵈᵉᵃʳ 📖 ᵈⁱᵃʳʸ,ᵀᴼ ᵂᴴᴼᴹ ᴵᵀ ᴹᴬʸ ᶜᴼᴺᶜᴱᴿᴺ: ᵐʸ ˢᵒᵘˡˢ ᵐⁱˢˢⁱᵒⁿ

ᴴᴼᴸᴬ.. ⁱ ᴬᴹ ᴶᴬᶜQᵁᴱ(ᴶᴬᶜᴷᴵᴱ) a spiritual divine ᴳᴼᴰᴰᴱᔆᔆ on my quest to reach my higher self and souls mission. ᴹʸ enlightening started at birth ᵂᴴᴱᴺ the moon and the 🌟stars ✨ were 🌟aligned 💫✨DIVINELY✨had my share of setbacks and persevered. never lost sight of who i was destined to be. my life’s journey could be a best seller or a low budget movie. it is a Wᴵᴺ either way. i never let the child trauma change who i was. ⁱ ᵖᵘᵗ ᵃ ˡⁱᵈ ᵒⁿ ⁱᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵒⁿ ˢⁱᵐᵐᵉʳ in fact it made me empathetic to my surroundings. a lil jaded about relationships and love, sure.

always believed in the HEALING power of LOVE. 😻 LOVE❤️ CONQUERS ALL. LOVE saves. LOVE heals. LOVE makes you whole. so i literally got on my knees and put my life in THE CREATORS hands. the more disciplined i became, the brighter my light became. i started reading the bible but in different point of views. more modern versions from a male perspective and also female. it was amazing what my eyes were drawn to and how i felt. then i began living my truth and healing my inner child. the energy inside me changed, what would’ve made me react, did not and my heart was more loving and understanding. i was given inner peace from The Creator. i put my life in his hands and his everlasting love and peace was bestowed upon me.

spiritual gangsta defines me well. i am highly connected and protected. don’t say i didn’t bloody warn ya. I KNOW ALL!! (just because i do not react does not mean i am not taking note) my BS detector is on 24/7; my language is love❤️ but never take my kindness for weakness. NEVER 👎. when you confuse the latter. the coldness you will feel will make you wish you have heeded the warning.

The Creator is my moral compass and gps. HE leads me on my journey forward.

the hand dealt to me as a child was unfair and i was failed. TERRIBLY my higher ups never left, protected me and guided me in my path to spiritual awareness and consciousness. i was REBORN. i have been transformed. another awakening is at my finger tips. i was given this gift and i will let my light 💡 shine wherever i go.

THIS IS MY TIME!

this is not my first rodeo per say. a year ago when i started this journey of healing my child hood trauma, being creative in writing was my saving grace. i have kept journals my entire LIFE. it helped me put into words what i was holding in and couldn’t speak for what felt like a lifetime. i wrote my dad a letter detailing the trauma that he miserably failed to brush under the rug. he received it and proceeded to NOT acknowledge any of it. conversations that were had, he suddenly had no recollection of….The Academy Award goes tooo…i mean give the man his Oscar already….

i’ve always been closer to my mother. so i met up with her and told her my truth. she asked for my forgiveness and i already forgave her. my “father” i have forgiven and choose to forget. i can love him from afar. the TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE WHAT I SEEK.

so until then…..

you have to live your truth people. there has to be some dialogue. if it bothers you believe me when i say it will stifle your life. WE HAVE TO BE MORE HONEST WITH EACHOTHER!! that is really what the WORLD NEEDS MORE OF!!

so after months of consistent posts, staying on a schedule and building ny audience. my inspiration went DRY. i lost my flow and lost my website.

being creative and sharing my stories, for the sole purpose of bringing light to my healing. while also possibly healing others is a beautiful blessing. there is a light 💡 and love ❤️ in me that shines so bright, I KNOW i will make a difference. so I will fight for the voiceless and stand in the face of adversity with strength and power from The Almighty Creator who gave me a second chance at LIFE TO CONTINUE MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY!!!

I KNOW THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!

here are some of my favorite motivational affirmations. enjoy 🙃

💡may light and love always find you❤️ ♓️♾🧿🤟🫶🏼

light💡and love❤️ Jacqueline